Benefits of quitting cannabis

Easy people, how glad am I that I found this site. Just spent the last hour reading the general info on the site and some of the posts on the forum.  Its actually scaring me how much I can relate to everything I have read this morning.  Anyways me and my addiction, I had my 1st joint at 12 years old before i'd even tried a fag.  Loved it from day 1. I smoked regular but not every day until I was 17. Since I was 17 (I'm 28 now) I have smoked every single day apart from going on holiday. I always get somthing from somewhere every day due to how long i've been in the loop and the contacts I saved for that rainy day. I have an addictive personality and have had the same issue with other drugs over the years (speed, pils, coke and fags). I have how ever managed to get rid of the lot apart from weed, its my comfort zone.  The problem I have really, Is inner conflict!!! I do and dont  WANT to give up, but I know I NEED to give up. Its this thats causes me problems coz i'm the worst addict out of everyone I know (believe me I aint bragging) and until today have never really been able to open up.  Hopefully this will change....We'll see.

Piggy.