Benefits of quitting cannabis

Hi everyone , I am ashamed to day I have fallen right off the wagon , and have been stoned for the past three weeks, well just short of 3 weeks.

Today is a new day one for me .  I feel very very very depressed.  I will check back in as often as I need to .  I'm going to compare this quit with the last one, and I'm hoping it's going to be easier after three weeks rather than ten years, but so far it doesn't feel it .

I have accepted from this that I can't moderate and will never be able to .

Hope everyone is doing better than me .

CAT 

Thank god Im not the only one. Never say never and nothings forever as they say. Im here (again) trying to start from scratch (again).  It never feels good but we both know its the weed playing tricks on us.  Same as it did to everyone else on here. Making us think we 'can't win shouldn't try' when really its just a bloody difficult and unbearably slow process. And if im honest the boredom kills my resolve. But i know if i lived a life rather than smoking one, boredom wouldn't be the issue it is. i like to say its a catch22. But I know thats a lie...

Illma, good to have you back , but not for the reasons that bring you here .

I feel pretty bad myself at the moment , I don't know how we've all ended up back in this boat- and there's a lot of us .  Grandma has heard from a few who have fallen off the wagon, and so have I . It seems there are only few of us still clinging on the wagon , and unfortunately I'm not one of them !

Same here regarding the couple of days quitting at a time, or worse still , a few hours !

My lungs are really gross  , and I have that tired haggard look back that we were so scared of going back to . One of my biggest motivators to keep me away from it , and now I'm burning it up every day . 

Well today is another day one, and there's been a load of them lately  . It's 5pm on friday and I aint smoked , already though I'm trying to convince myself of reason why tomorrow is a better day to stop than today .  In reality there is no reason , but you know, same ol same ol ' .

Anyway we can all do this, of that I'm sure, we just have to re find our footing and focus on the benefits we experienced when we were weed free. It has been 4 weeks of smoking for me this weekend, non stop , the time has been flying, and I can't believe it has got this far .   I guess I will be updating a lot over the next couple of days if I finally manage to stick at this .

love to everyone and keep posting .

CAT