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First ill start with my story that brought me to loservile lol I started smoking weed when i was 15 now am 28 been smoking a lot like all my mates know im the guy who smokes the most thats what im famous for in theis little town I manged to quit earlier this year for 4 months.. now im smoking about 1/8 a day and i dont have a job Ive been wanted to quit for soooo long just not happy with myself at all every time i buy a 1/8 i smoke it quick becuse i say in my head that will be my last one then next day i wake up and go and score some more. I even sometimes thow it away on the way home then find my self going to look for it next day or just buying more Day 2 well its going ok i guess slept fine last nite not eaten much at all but not feeling that sick im sure the night sweats and vivd dreams arnt that far off... rouse x | |
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hi rouse81, hope your ok.. hey day 2 well done!! keep strong.. with you all the way:D lou x | |
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Hi Rouse81. I hope it's going ok, I see elsewhere that side effects are not always that severe. So how come you've got to the point you want to quit? It'd be good if you could perhaps tell us why you've got to this point, people seem to do it for so many different reasons, and being clear on this might help you beat the weed. | |
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Moderator Posts: 253 |
Rouse81 - Please keep coming back - keep posting - keep trying. Grandma | |
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Member Posts: 48 |
hi Rouse81, hope you have had a good day! so day 3.. how it going.. lou x | |
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Member Posts: 13 |
DAY 4 Well got day 4 out of the way Drunk a bottle of wine last nite wich is not good on a pretty much empty stomach didntsleep much and was sick in the morning feeling a bit down but have notcraved weed today... Havent been out all day might go for a lil nightstroll just to get a bit of fresh air... Im starting to feel a bitbetter already seems alot easier quiting this time than it did lasttime.. But the weekend is always hard for me might have to stay in thisweekend dont think im stong enough to go out and not go smoke or buy... | |
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Well James iv been at this point what seems like for every wanting to quit that is... Smoking every bag like its my last then buying again the next day | |
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rouse81 - reread all of your posts this morning, trying to keep everyone straight in my head without being able to put a face on any of you - but feel I'm getting to know you in my heart. Wish I had picked up the "loserville" comment earlier! Thanks a lot!!!! I think we are all here because we've done DAY ONE so many times and bought our last bag so many times that we were desperate. I know that's what brought me here - a google search. Guess I should have typed in "loserville"!:wink: Actually, more of us are winning all the time - and I, for one, never thought that possible. You are getting through the worst days it - easy to fall back during that first week and give up quitting. I'm on day 24 today and it's not perfect - but it's a heck of a lot better than where I was before. I saw a quote that was meant to be humorous, but shook me to my core and made look seriously at quitting : "what if the only purpose to my life is to serve as a warning to others!" As I said, it was supposed to be funny, but hit a nerve with me. I want my life to mean so much more than that. We all deserve better than to be known and remembered for our drug use! I hope each day makes you stronger. You've done this before - for longer than most of us have ever managed - you can do it this time FOR GOOD (double entendre intended!) Grandma | |
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rouse, No doubt you've seen amongst my posts how I've screwed pretty much everything in my life through smoking. But no regrets, what's the point, can't get that time back, can only do better in the future, I guess. I've just gotta get this thing under control, then I can start working on the rest. It's day 14 for me, and I feel loads better already, so stick with it mate. | |
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hi rouse, well done to getting to day 4! good to hear,your starting to feel a bit better! keep strong lou x | |
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